But I'll tell you who very likely is:
the real champion poised to take over
this poem, and everything else that resists.
Let me explain to you how he lives:
first, he spends way too much time thinking about me,
and what a sick, disgusting and impulsive source of conflict I can be.
Second, he is way too sensitive;
I've had about 14 days now of you lot projecting that I reacted the wrong way to the archeoastronomy
thing, and I'm fucking sick of it,
and all your attempts to make me react on a whim. You know,
I expected abusive authority figures embedded in institutions to be just a little more
data-driven.
If by now,
I still haven't demonstrated,
to quote 16personalities verbatim,
that
a. I "spread myself too thin",
b. it comes as a "genuine shock" to my system
when you act like the idiots you are (I'm honestly never surprised)
c. I "come across as patronising"; willfully and radiantly sarcastic, more like
d. I "push others to make changes they aren't ready for"? Please, don't lie
e. to yourself. You are the one who "take[s] on other people's problems as their own"---
you are the one who went merrily along with all of it,
when you could have fucking said no---
I'm sorry, but I think
you are really, really, really damn slow.
You're good at identifying what you call my errors. Great!
That's called Si-Fe trickster.
It helps to gingerly and falsely insinuate
that you are correct. That you are actually the leader
when it comes to the individuation of Kevin Martens. Sure---
but who else on the entire planet can you predict?
If it's only one gay Kristang person,
who is so freaking and crazily open with all the secrets of his own inner ocean
and you fail miserably and abysmally on a daily basis at the rest of the population
I wouldn't quite call that even the barest understanding of any Osura or psychoemotional system.
In fact, I'd call it a prison
of wishful thinking.
It's easy to see what I and only I am missing
because, my liege,
with that kind of game setup,
it takes just one to know just one:
that's not divining,
not even Kristang snap. That's just brainless matching.
And this is what we mean
when we say
you are projecting.
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