A gay man-woman running a course on Kristang mental health?
This cannot be. How crude. How disgusting. How very unhealthy.
Kristang must not be allowed to regain any more prominence.
This must not become destiny
even though it already is.
I know how you stalk me and my husband. How much our finesse
makes you quake inside. It's even scarier than ISD calling you up to ask
where have you been?
We need to band together
before he takes his shirt off again.
We need to think. To organise
to plan
how we will explain our heterosexuality this time.
He's still not a man; just a boy.
Just another failed MOE Scholar. Just another toy
for us to discard
when we get tired of looking at his chest, his treasure trail
and his arms.
When we stop acknowledging to ourselves
that he can do every single thing
that we can't.
The graphs do not lie. His trajectory lies on a slant
so steep, his poor supervisors had no idea how to avoid the ideas he would plant
about his sky-high CEP.
Can you really blame us
for wanting to be free
of this monstrously fuckable man-woman? For wanting to see
all the pictures.
For wanting so badly to not desire someone so heathen
and so filled with the duty of necessity.
At the breaking of the sound barrier, and the speed of all fight---
maybe it really is just that he is that dedicated and committed.
Maybe it really is
just loyalty.
Maybe I could be wrong.
Or maybe this is a pure, straightforward, psychomathematical redefinition
of what, and who, he was always born to be.
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